first timer

So this is my first blog... As many of you know I am now officially single, for the first time in 3 and half years... It was a difficult decision to make but one that had to be made, it's just like Kelly told me "As soon as you start feeling miserable it's time to go." which is exactly what I did. The following weeks were pretty hectic trying to deal with my anger and sadness and my angry parents which eventually just led into an overall disconnect with everything around me for a while.. I felt like the past 3 years of my life were wasted... I kept thinking of the people I let go of, the opportunities I missed, just everything that I felt let pass me by during that time period. I really thought I could overcome the obstacles in the relationship and fight for the good times we had but I just couldn’t anymore...
Anyways I eventually got myself back together for the most part and realized that it wasn't a waste of my time because it was a learning experience. I really discovered so much about myself that I need to improve from this last relationship that I needed to in order for me to grow from that experience. Now I just need to learn how to be single again... lol And I’m learning that a lot of guys can be pretty lame and pathetic...
Anyways, I want to end this blog with thanking everyone who has helped me through these tough times... A lot of times they helped me without even knowing it and words can't describe how grateful i am for it. They know who they are... I also got to know some people a lot better these past few months and I'm really grateful to have gotten to do so. For anyone who stayed up late listening to me cry, given me advice, made me laugh, kept me distracted, and helped keep me from going insane thank you...